Service
to Others &
SERVICE
TO SELF
On the human plane, the
greatest reward goes to him who commands. In esotericism, on the contrary, it
goes to him who knows how best to serve.
Boris Mouravieff, Gnosis Vol.1961/1989 Praxis Press.
Those who wish to control
others are Serving Self, those who wish to become free
and help others who wish to become free are Serving Others.
Laura
Knight Jadczyk, The Wave,
Part 12e1
The more a person becomes
assimilated to the Service to Others orientation, the more effective his
choices become, but at the same time, to others his existence becomes
incomprehensible.
LKJ The Wave, Part 12e1
…Service to Others is a
CREATIVE impulse. It is to find delight and satisfaction in variety and change.
It is to serve God in others, which means to give all others the right to BE
what they choose, to give them the right to their own Free-Will. It does NOT
mean to give them your energy, your love, or any part of your creative force
UNLESS THERE IS WILLING EXCHANGE. In an STO exchange, all parties give freely
to all others and therefore, all our sustained and grow.
LKJ, The Wave, Part 12e
…there is a pinnacle of
negative polarity and there are those entities from many realms who follow this pathway. We must understand that it IS a
path. It has validity in the realm of creation. If it were intended to be
destroyed could not God reach out and return this energy to himself?
There are those who believe
that putting one’s attention on these ideas “gives them energy.” This is only
true if one focuses in this way with the intention of participation, even if
vicariously! However, a comprehensive understanding of these forces is
absolutely necessary in order to know how to give them less energy.
LKJ The
Wave, Part 12a
It seems that the STS mode
of manipulation includes “synchronous events” and/or “signs and wonders” BEFORE
a choice is made to do something, which in fact, “weight”
the choice. STO seems to refrain altogether fro any kind of
overt contact or demonstration, leaving the will entirely free. But
then, there is always the little “confirmations” AFTER the choice has been made
and the action initiated.
LKJ, The Wave, Part 13a
People do not realise that,
in order to diminish darkness, they must focus on it. The notion that we may
find God only by entering the pit of darkness is antithetical to our views of
good and evil, which, we imagine, must inhabit opposite poles that can never be
joined. And yet the name Lucifer is derived from lucem ferre, or “bringer of light.” When the
herald [archetypal sign of crisis] calls us into the place of nightmares, if
our hearts are pure, we may discover a vision of divinity. Mephistopheles
described himself to Faust as “ a living part of that
power which perpetually thinks evil and does good.”
[…]
So it is that for us who
journeys through the realm of darkness and finds his/her way home, we make the
path clearer and wider for others to follow.
Laura
Knight-Jadczyk, The Wave,
Part 13d
The STS beings of 4th
density rely on the general Love-Feeling of that density to confuse the issue ,
to fool the bedevilled mind into taking psychological refuge in such a premise
will actually serve to further encourage the acceptance of the idea that they
have the “good of humanity” at heart.
What is FELT in the presence of ANY 4th density being,
whether it is Serving Self or Others, is the informing
quality of the density through which they function, i.e. the love density. This
Love-Unity-FEELING is the pervasive property of that density, NOT the personal
expression of the beings.
[…]
…it is unlikely that any of
us would ever be fooled again by another Hitler. But, curiously, we are blind
to such things in spiritual terms. When it comes to negativity of a spiritual
nature, or what we might call evil, many people assume that things of the
spirit and principles of the material world have different roots and are
therefore, not comparable as we have been told in the Hermetic Maxim: As above, so below.
[…]
For some, the very fact
that a “higher being” would even speak about anything negative in any context,
is proof that they are a negative being or a Satanically
deluded lower astral “spirit.” Because, of course, all
“higher beings” are so purified that such “words” cannot pass their ephemeral
lips without choking them.
Such a doctrine has no idea
of what to do with an evil that isn’t simply “relative to cultural context” or
“evil by comparative definition,” or is “evil because of ignorance” but is, on
the contrary, very conscious, very intentional, very malevolent and cunning to
a level that cannot be plumbed by 3rd density awareness.
Does that scare you? It
ought to. But not so you will run and hide and live in terror, or dive into
denial. It ought to galvanize you to do what is appropriate to the situation –
LEARN all you can so that you are better equipped to utilize reason and
analysis and observation in order to make your choices more congruent with your
internal alignment.
Laura
Knight-Jadczyk, The Wave,
Part 13f
There is an observable
tendency of the 4th density STS beings to continuously move in
relentless stages of materialization that begin with the playful nightmare of
the dream state, into waking reality.
Laura Knight-Jadczyk The Wave, Part 13f
[Extreme STS] ..are, indeed, "all God's children." That part of the One that has chosen
sleep. And, indeed, it IS a service for
this half to have done so - to have provided the "clay" with which
the creative half "plays."
Even if it was not done as a service intentionally, it turns out that
way…as it is declaimed in Faust, the serpent is that
"which continually intends evil and does good." How is that?
By the very fact that we learn - eventually - from
these interactions what NOT to do. But, again, there are those who
choose this role - this path, and the basic way to tell the difference is that
they just have a "bias" for it.
They are not "instinctively" repulsed by it.
Laura Knight-Jadczyk
…the most
common tactic of "Machiavellian" operations [is] to assign the
"negative aspects" to that which is truly positive, and to assign
positive aspects to that which is really negative. And any
combination thereof.
…we have to
remember that "positive" and "negative" are simply
conventions we use from our own perspective.
From the
perspective of the STS faction, unification of all under a single hierarchy
that proceeds, ultimately, to draw all into itself back to "eternal
sleep" is a
"positive" thing. And indeed,
when one contemplates the great and many sufferings of humanity, it is not
difficult to understand why such a state of "nirvana," or sleep would
be desired. It is on this point that the
definitions of STS and STO rest. The STS
position is that which "withdraws the light" into self - seeing this
as the true form of "love of God."
It suggests no options but that: believe or be damned; join us or die
sort of thing. It does not allow the STO
position a right to exist.
The STO
position, on the other hand, is that which posits that all that exists, in
whatever form it exists, has the right to exist and create and expand -
including the STS position. This is why
STO is defined as "service to self through service to others." It includes itself in the outraying
of its approach. And STS is defined as "Service to others through service
to self."
So, in the
end, it simply comes down to a personal preference for becoming more awake and
creative, even with the knowledge that such creative expansion includes some
unpleasant things - and must do so in order for creation to exist; or a
personal preference for uniformity, unity, and elimination of all conflict
which would effectively end creation.
So you see,
it really only depends upon a "featherweight" of preference. It also depends upon a very subtle difference
in perspective.
But, in the
end, it seems that it all simply serves The One in the sense that it makes it
possible for creation to be an endlessly cyclical thing. Because, the bottom line is, there is an equal number of souls that prefer either the
"unification" mode or the "expand and create" mode in their
essential nature.
It is this
point of what IS that is lost on the STS mode of perception. It truly believes that it can accomplish this
unification and subsuming and never groks the reality
that The One simply will not "go back to sleep." Ever.
And that firm
conviction that establishing the hierarchy and subsuming all to it - no matter
what tactics must be used to do it (the means justified by the end) is the
"wishful thinking" part.
In short, it
amounts to Nazi theology. But the Nazis
really and truly believed that they were doing "good."
Laura Knight-Jadczyk